This is a blog that I started a very long time ago to express my thoughts. Unfortunately it has fallen by the wayside. This is an attempt to pick back up and write. To write about what I’m thinking about, what I feel, what I am going though. I know that this probably will not be read, and it could very easily abused, but I will try my best to not let those things happen.
One of the things that has been happening lately had been the ever coming event of growing up. Even though I have resisted, I am getting older and I have realized that it is official because I got a crockpot for Christmas, and was excited about it……. I am growing up. I know that this doesn’t surprise anyone and is the natural order of things, but it never fails to surprise me. When all of a sudden I’m looking up hoe decor on pinterest, or searching for a recipe or actually make real food, I see the affects of growing older. It’s in the moments when I tell people that I’m going to be graduating collage, or I start realizing I need to find a place to live after this summer because I wont be in student housing, or in the time where I’ dreaming about real life rather than a meadow of wildflowers with talking animals but rather a silver forest with a family seeing children play in the snow. It’s in these moments that my fears are stilled and excitement fills my being and I can’t wait to see what the Lord has planned for my life. And if the speed of the past semester is any indication, I suppose I wont have to wait long to find out.
